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Ciara Xyerra wrote zines for the better part of two decades. She has a brilliant & adorable preschooler named Ramona & sews as much as she possibly can. She lives in Lawrence, Kansas with her boyfriend. She enjoys catching up on "The New Yorker", meatball subs, keeping it cranky, intersectional post-third wave feminism, dinosaurs, & monsters. If you have nothing nice to say, she recommends that you come sit here by her, so you can say not-nice things together.

what I’ve been sewing lately

Oh, hey, guys! I have become really bad at blogging! I know people are always like, “Don’t apologize for not blogging, nobody cares & it’s also not your job to blog every other day.” But still. Sorry.

I actually have been sewing a fair bit recently. I’ve completed eight projects so far in 2019, but I’ve only blogged one of them. I really hope to get to the rest of them before too long! But I can at least offer up a quick rundown here. Maybe the three remaining readers I have can weigh in on which projects about which they’d be most interested in reading more?

1) Muse Patterns Jenna cardigan


This is the one that has been blogged! FWIW, I did end up making it through to the second round of the Pattern Review Sewing Bee with this cardigan. Yay, me! Unfortunately, I didn’t have the time to execute my project for round two & had to drop out. The theme was zippers. I was thinking about making McCall’s 6887, a cute fit & flare dress with princess seams. I made it several years ago, when I was new to sewing, & it was cute! I could do a better job now that I’m better at fitting & sewing. My vision was to layer black embroidered tulle over some pea green Swiss dot, & use the metal teeth from heavy duty jacket zippers to pipe the princess seams. But I just didn’t get it together on time.

2) Christmas print Butterick 6404 pajamas for Ramona


I had promised Ramona these pajamas for Christmas, obviously. She was very specific about the fabric she wanted. It had to have Santa Claus, some reindeer, presents, & snowflakes. I thought this was an impossibly tall order, but Spoonflower to the rescue! This fabric had everything she had requested, & the retro style of the illustrations appealed to my aesthetic preferences. I had some blue jersey in the stash to coordinate. Unfortunately, I got sick right before Christmas & was in pretty rough shape for about a month, so I didn’t manage to finish these pajamas until almost Valentine’s Day!

3) self-drafted tooth stuffie with pocket

I whipped this guy up just in the nick of time. Ramona had a really loose tooth, & it suddenly occurred to me that looking for a tiny baby tooth under a pillow when you have as thrashy a sleeper as Ramona, who wants literally no fewer than six blankets per night (just like her mama!) was going to suck. Luckily, I had everything I needed for this project on hand: felt, poly stuffing, buttons for the eyes, & embroidery floss for the mouth. I included a little pocket in the back to facilitate the tooth/cash exchange. Ramona lost her tooth the night I made this little guy, & it worked perfectly!

4) 2017 cross stitch portrait of Ramona


I’m working on a series of cross stitched portraits of Ramona on her birthday. I’ve only been cross stitching for about two years, but it didn’t take me long to get seriously bored with the simplicity of most cross stitch patterns on the market. Luckily, there’s software (both paid & free) available that enables you to transform a photo into a cross stitch pattern. You can choose the size, how many colors you use (generally, more colors means more detail, but you have to exercise your judgment to strike th right balance between project detail & project difficulty), etc. So far I’ve stitched her birth portrait & her second birthday. This is her on her fifth birthday. I’m working on her first birthday now. My goal is to someday have cross stitched portraits of her all the way up to at least age 18!

5) pink & black leather internal stitchdown work boots


I took a four-day bootmaking workshop with a local shoemaker in late January & made these boots! I have been working on a blog post about it, but it’s hard to syntheisze four days of completely new skill-learning into a 1000-word blog post. Suffice to say, I learned a ton, including the fact that my skills as a sewing person translated in some ways, but not always the ways I expected. For instance, I used an industrial post sewing machine to do the stitching on my boots & did a shockingly bad job! But with leather, once the needle holes are there, you’re pretty much fucked, so I’m just living with it.

6) black twill Pauline Alice Rosari skirt

This was a commission for a friend in Seattle. She wanted a versatile black skirt that was professional enough for work but fun enough for not-work. She wanted an A-line shape with some kind of design interest. I happened to have this pattern in my stash (it was a gift–the Pauline Alice size range is fairly pitiful & doesn’t actually accommodate me) & she loved it. We went with a length in-between mini & midi, & she chose the jeans-style front pockets & pleated flap pockets for the back. I procrastinated on this project forever because I’m a monster, but once I sat down to work on it, it was done in just a few hours. Sorry, Eva!

7) pink & white Cloth Habit Harriet bra


I’ve made this pattern a whole bunch of times now…& blogged it not at all! I’m the worst! I’ve fiddled with the fit a lot. This is a base size 38E, but with all my modifications, it’s probably more like a 40G or something. I’ve added a lot of volume to the upper cup. This kind of detracts from the design, which has a very dainty & delicate upper cup. It’s so pretty, but it just doesn’t work for the way my breast tissue is distributed. In any case, I’m thrilled with this bra. It’s supportive, comfortable, & gives me a great shape. & it’s so pretty!

8) pink linen True Bias Lander pants


Believe it or not, this is my fourth go-round with this pattern, & I haven’t blogged it at all, even though I DEFINITELY have thoughts. My thoughts mainly revolve around the incomprehensibly drafted front crotch curve. It’s so shallow! If you look around at the Lander pants people have posted online, look at the ones made from traditional non-stretch bottomweight textiles. Almost everyone has pulling at the front crotch. It’s crazy that this pattern is as popular as it is with this egregiously problematic drafting. But what’s even crazier is that I’ve made it four times, trying to make it work. This was my best, but probably last, attempt. I did add some more length to the front crotch hook, & I was also really careful to choose a textile with some drape & give. This is heavyweight, coarsely woven linen, which was a nightmare to cut & wrinkles like crazy, but it does have the relaxation I wanted.

Right now I’ve got a black French terry Digital Pattern Library Belted Sweater in the works. I’ve also got a couple more commissions to handle (I’m trying to take one a month in order to help pay my studio rent–so if you want to hire me, email me at!)–a pair of selvage edge jeans & a leggings/skirt combo, two different clients. I want to make a few pairs of panties to match my new bra. I’ve also been thinking hard about the self-sewn garments I have, what gets worn, what doesn’t…I realized that of all the black t-shirts I have made for myself, only one gets worn with any regularity, & it’s starting to give up the ghost. I decided to challenge myself to make a whole bunch of new black t-shirts because they’re such a staple for me. So I’m going to try as many t-shirt/jersey-appropriate knit top patterns as I can find. Recommendations welcome!

So what do you think? Do you want to hear more about any of these projects?


January sewing plans: better late than never

I drew this cardinal.

It’s January 22. What better time to sit down & share my January sewing plans? Especially since they’re going so well. My goal is to complete an average of ten items per month, & I’ve already finished…one. Yeah, at this rate, I’m going to have to churn out a finished item every day for the rest of the month to hit my goal, & that is simply not going to happen. I’ve been in various stages of having colds all month (current status: full-on 100% sick), & I feel guilty about every minute I spend sewing at my studio because I SHOULD be finishing up the remodel on my new studio. I’m only paying rent on one space, but I’m taking up two. There’s not even that much left to do: a little priming, painting three walls, & deciding what to do about the floor. I’m torn between just mopping it, or mopping it & then painting it white. (It’s cement.) But I resent every minute I spend working on the new space because I WANT to be sewing.

Anyway. Let’s just pretend that it’s early January, my studio space is in order, & I am in perfect health. What am I planning to sew this month?!


1) cream French terry embellished Jenna cardigan. This is the one project I’ve finished, & it wasn’t even a twinkle in my eye until a week & a half ago, when the first round of the Pattern Review Sewing Bee was announced. But that’s the magic of making your to-do list after the fact. Feels good to get to cross something off right away!

challenges fulfilled: Pattern Review Sewing Bee round one, Sewalongs & Sewing Contests Inside Out Capsule Quartet


2) Ramona’s 2017 cross stitched birthday portrait. Yes, I am still doing these! I started the 2017 portrait (Ramona’s fifth birthday) in August & finished it shortly after the New Year. It still needs to be washed, pressed, & hooped before I will consider it officially done. Maybe I should take care of that today.

challenges fulfilled: Ramona portrait series


3) internal stitchdown work boots. These will be done before the end of the month because I am taking a four-day workshop in which I will be making them, starting on Thursday. (I hope this cold is gone by then!) I’m still unclear of the design specs, but I know I’ll be using black leather because th instructor is providing it. I might also bring some pink leather I have in my stash for a two-tone look. & I’d like to do some broguing or scalloping as well. We’ll see!

challenges fulfilled: #makenine2019, winter sudoku capsule

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4) pink linen True Bias Lander pants. I have a lot of concerns about the crotch fit on this pattern, but…it seems to work for me on a fabric that relaxes well. The medium-weight pink linen I’m using for this pair relaxes maybe a little TOO well. Cutting the pants out was a nightmare because it kept wiggling off-grain. These might be a hot mess, with leg twist all over the place. I hope not, because I definitely need some pink pants in my wardrobe, & I splashed out on some really special buttons for the fly.

challenges fulfilled: Sewalongs & Sewing Contests Inside Out Capsule Quartet, Let’s Sew Fancy Pants, #sew3unsewn (UFO), winter sudoku capsule, SWAP 2019

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5) Christmas pajamas for Ramona. I splashed out on some expensive cotton jersey from Spoonflower to make Christmas pajamas according to Ramona’s specification. She wanted Santas, presents, & reindeer in the print. Then I got deathly ill & didn’t get the pajamas done in time for the holiday. But she still asks for them every time I go to the studio, & the pattern I use is a really simple TNT, so I should just do it.

challenges fulfilled: Monthly Stitch Amnesty Day (Unselfish Sewing)


6) cat print Butterick 6344. This is a sundress pattern, with a tie-shoulder detail & a maxiskirt. Completely inappropriate for January. But I really want to use the fabric, & I had th idea to shirr the back for a closer fit (& so I can tell the back from the front). This is just one of those “I want to make it, so I’ll make it” projects.

challenges fulfilled: Monthly Stitch Seasonally Inappropriate, #sewtwistsandties

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7) corduroy Vogue 1411 pants. I’ve been wearing my original V1411 pants a ton lately, & decided I could really use another pair. I had this black stretch corduroy in my stash that I had been saving to use with a jeans pattern at some point, but…I used it for this instead. They’re almost done. I just had to complicate the matter by deciding to cross stitch the back pockets.

challenges fulfilled: Let’s Sew Fancy Pants, #sew3unsewn (fabric), winter sudoku capsule, SWAP 2019

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8) skirt with panel detail, from Stylish Skirts, a Japanese sewing book. I checked this book out of the library, so I should maybe try to make the skirt before I need to return it. I’m hoping I have enough yardage left over from those pink linen Lander pants to gt this skirt out of it. I know I just complained about how fiddly & wiggly the fabric is, but it has a really cool texture that would look great with this skirt. Otherwise, I’ll have to paw through my stash & see if I have something else that might work. I don’t have ANY pink skirts, & that needs to change!

challenges fulfilled: Sewalongs & Sewing Contests Inside Out Capsule Quartet, winter sudoku capsule, SWAP 2019, #sewjapaneseinjanuary

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9) self-drafted pink & white tights. I’m doing a personal challenge to try to make myself one self-drafted garment per month, & this month, it’s tights. I got some striped rib knit from, & it will go great with so much of my existing wardrobe. I made my first pair of self-drafted tights in August & I’ve been wearing them, but I need to fiddle with the draft a little. I made them too high-waisted & maybe a little too long (basically over-correcting for the issues I always have in RTW tights).

challenges fulfilled: personal self-drafting challenge, Sewalongs & Sewing Contests Inside Out Capsule Quartet, winter sudoku capsule, SWAP 2019

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10) WILD CARD! This will depend on whether or not I make it through to the second round of the Sewing Bee. If I do, that assignment will go here (if it’s something that can’t be fulfilled by any of my other plans). If I don’t…maybe the Sew House Seven Tabor Tee? I want to try it in some drape-y pink & white striped thermal knit I have that is too stretchy for my original plans for it (fitted henley top)…or maybe this gorgeous floral cotton jersey…

challenges fulfilled: ???

So, what do you think? Can I manage to stay up for the next ten days doing nothing but sewing & finish all these projects? Or am I once again being comically over-ambitious? & how are your January sewing plans coming along? Perhaps most importantly, what do you think of my fancy photo collages? I’d rather not discuss how long it took me to figure out how to make these…2019 is my 20th anniversary of blogging. Maybe I am finally starting to get the hang of it, kind of?

achievement unlocked: cream & pink embellished Jenna cardigan

First completed make of 2019: done! I made the Muse Patterns Jenna cardigan for the first round of the Pattern Review Sewing Bee.


It’s no surprise, I LOVE sewing challenges! I’m not always great at participating within the time limits, but they often inspire my sewing. I’m a person with A LOT of ideas. I have way more ideas (& fabric, notions, patterns…) for things I’d like to sew than I can possibly execute. I find that the constraints of sewing challenges help focus my creativity into specific projects. Sometimes they even get completed! Like this cardigan!


This is my fifth time with this pattern–it’s become a TNT. It’s a classic cardigan design, with a full button placket, round neck, a hemband & sleeve bands. I never blogged my first go with it. I made a questionable fabric choice, a drape-y black knit with zero recovery. I don’t love it, but I still wear it sometimes. For my second try, I hacked it into a knit shirtdress. I never got around to blogging the others, but they are a yellow hacci knit short-sleeved waist-length version with the gathered shoulder detail, & a black waist-length version in a really luxe, heavyweight sweater knit, with snaps in lieu of buttons, & pink embroiderd floral appliqués on the chest/shoulders.

The Sewing Bee challenge was to sew a cardigan inspired by Pantone’s Color of the Year, “Living Coral”. My immediate reaction was, “Nope. I’m not wasting my time sewing something coral-colored.” Coral is hideous. But I read the prompt again & realized that “inspired by” created a lot of possibilities beyond using coral-colored fabric.

Slate recently feautured an interesting piece about the misguided socio-political optimism Pantone has brought to their Color of the Year choices. My gut response to “Living Coral” was, “Not for long.” We’re currently iving through a man-made ecological collapse…& the human race may not survive it. Coral reefs all over the world are dying as the ocean warms beyond their capacity for endurance. We’ve all seen images of once-vibrant, colorful reefs bleached bone-white & devoid of healthy ocean life.

That was the dark inspiration I took to the fabric store. Jared’s parents gave me a very generous  Mill End store gift card for Christmas, so I went wild. I found this cream-colored cotton French terry, & having it made the Jenna pattern so many times now, I knew it was a beefy, firmly knit textile that would give me the fit I prefer.

Of course, me being me, I needed embellishments. Ramona was with me & she was incredibly patient while I dragged her all over the store contemplating accent fabrics, dyes, & trims. I found some wide pink scalloped lace with pink sequins in the lingerie fabrics area. The pink pearl shank buttons coordinated perfectly. I was in line waiting to pay when I realized I hadn’t looked at the beaded trims in the bridal section. That’s where I found the pièce de résistance: pale pink seed bead fringe! Something about it just screamed coral to me (the animal, not the color; fun fact: corals are animals!).


I made a size 38 with a LOT of alterations. Muse Patterns sizing is based on the full bust measurement in inches, & the knit patterns are drafted for a B-cup. So a size 38 corresponds to a 36-inch high bust measurement. I started there & then:

  • 3″ FBA using the slide & pivot method (my go-to for dartless bodices)
  • kept the extra width through the waist for my full tummy
  • 1.75″ swayback adjustment
  • adjusted button band & hemband to accommodate extra length/width
  • shortened sleeve by 2″

Construction was straightforward–thank goodness for TNTs! The embellishments made extra work, but that’s okay. I secured the stretch lace to the sleeves & bodice with a small zigzag along the upper scallops before the sleeve bands & hemband were attached. I basted two layers of beaded fringe to the neckline before attaching the neckband.


Attaching a narrow knit neckband can be tricky under the best of circumstances. Attaching a narrow knit neckband to a neckline that has been trimmed with beaded fringe upped the difficulty factor exponentially! The fringe moves–it’s just little seed beads on thread, attached to a ribbon. I had to stop every centimeter to untangle the presser foot from a nest of fringe, or move beads out of the way of the needle. & I topstitched too, flipping the fringe up over the neckband & topstitching underneath. It looks so beautiful though, it was totally worth the fuss.


Those buttonholes on the other hand. …Did you know each buttonhole option on your sewing machine is specifically designed for a particular application? Such as knit fabrics? I mean, I totally already knew that, I definitely wasn’t just choosing buttonhole applications at random for years on end & then wondering why they weren’t working on my fabric…


On my first try, I managed two good buttonholes & seven awful buttonholes that needed to be ripped out. It was extremely frustrating. I tried doing hand-worked buttonholes (I keep basic hand-sewing supplies at home so I can still sew when I’m away from my studio), but the sweater looked really delicate & elegant, & my inexperience with hand-worked buttonholes was wrecking it.

ripping out the button band

Eventually I lost patience & ripped off the entire button band. I had overlocked the seam allowance & topstitched…but it had to go. Ripping out the button band without damaging the sweater was a trick, & took forever, but I cut a new button band at the studio the next day & managed to put in ten decent buttonholes without fucking any of them up. Yay!

The new button band was a chance to be patient with my buttonhole placement. I’d been rushing the first time & spaced my buttonholes 2″ apart starting at the neckline. That meant the final button was actually about 1″ from the bottom of the sweater. I didn’t like it, but I was like, whatever, I need to finish this.


I was more thoughtful with the new button band. If you look closely, you can tell that my buttons aren’t perfectly equidistant. They are mostly 1.75″ apart, but slightly closer together across the bust in order to mitigate any gaping issues there. That’s also why I used ten buttons, rather than the six the pattern calls for. More buttons = less opportunity for pulling or gaping. I also felt that the extra buttons played well with the embellishment of my trims. It evokes the long rows of closely-spaced buttons on some formalwear or historical garments.

I hand-sewed all of my buttons on, miraculously without losing any in the process (every single one got dropped at least three times–those things are slippery!), & buttoned it up. Guys. Guys! I am in love with this sweater. I don’t have any other white/cream garments in my wardrobe right now–once Ramona was born, I embraced a dark-colored mom wardrobe. But she’s older now (six years old!), not as likely to get sticky, dirty hands all over my clothes. I’m still a hobo who spills on herself all day everyday. I spilled coffee on his sweater literally within the first 15 seconds of wearing it! Luckily, coffee is easy to wash out if you act quickly. Later that night, Jared & I went on a date & I spilled masala sauce on myself. Thankfully, I had the foresight to take the sweater off before eating.

how I have to work sometimes: with Ramona laying on the floor of my studio watching “Skylanders”

I’m considering using this cardigan as one of the four pieces for the Sewalongs & Sewing Contests Inside Out Capsule challenge. The goal there is to sew four coordinting pieces to make up an outfit, including an “under” layer (camisole, bra, layering tee, etc). I’m thinking about making the Cloth Habit Watson bralette from the leftover French terry scraps, & I’m already working on a pair of pink heavyweight linen True Bias Lander pants. I just need to come up with the fourth piece, preferably some kind of top to be worn under the cardigan.

best/worst makes of 2018, & January challenges!

Let’s talk about my top five makes of 2018. Kind of tough to narrow it down, honestly! I made some pretty good stuff:

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1) Swoon Patterns Nora bag. This pattern has been on my to-do list for a couple of years. I laid in supplies to make it back in 2016. But my Noodlehead Supertote has been such a workhorse, I just kept procrastinating on making another bag. The Supertote finally started falling apart, so I made the Nora bag. I love it! Swoon Patterns are always trustworthy & create really sharp-looking, functional bags. The only thing I would change is the strap width. I made the biggest size, the traveler, & I think the 1″ straps look a little dinky. They function, they’re comfortable enough (I made sure to lengthen the straps enough that I could easily swing it over my shoulder), but they just look a little disproportionate to me.

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2) black embellished Jenna cardigan. This was one of my first finishes in 2018. I knew a cropped black cardigan would work with everything in my closet. Unfortunately, the iron-on appliques I used started to peel off after the very first wash, & I was incredibly lazy about stitching them down, even though I love hand-stitching. I finally set aside a couple of hours & did it this fall, & this sweater has been in near-constant rotation ever since.

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3) black speckled Hudson pants. I just finished these lounge pants in November, but I’ve been wearing them almost daily. (I’m wearing them right now!) The speckled French terry is slightly more elevated than solid black, & the pink trim is my absolute favorite shade. I really took care with my sewing & it’s near-flawless. I even wear these out to run errands, do school drop-off, etc, because I feel like they almost pass as real pants. My only quibble is the weird pocket shape–it’s too long & low for my body shape. It’s not as egregious as it was on my first pair of Hudson pants, because this French terry is a lot more stable than the quilted sweatshirting I used before, & I also used a woven for the pocket bag instead of cotton jersey. But it’s still odd & annoying.


4) Vogue dress for Alex. I spared no effort in fitting & constructing this dress, & I’m really proud of it! It fits Alex perfectly, it suits her style to a tee, & it is flawlessly sewn. The only thing that irks me is the topstitching at the hem & armscyes. I wish I’d taken the time to catch-stitch them hems by hand. But that would have added time, & thus expense, to the piece, & Alex seems happy with the topstitching, so I just have to let it go.


5) pink leather sandals. To be perfectly honest, I am not 100% in love with the look or fit of these sandals. I just don’t like open-toed shoes, & as the leather relaxes with wear, the fit of the shoe gets looser & a little bit floppy. Something about my right foot seems to pull to the inside, so it’s difficult to keep my foot centered in the footbed in an open shoe style like this. BUT…I made shoes, mothafucka! How unbelievably awesome is that?!

& now for the real fun. These were my top five fails:

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1) On the Go bag. I so wanted this bag to work! I love the trendy teardrop shape & easy one-shoulder sling bag strap element. Unfortunately, it was just a poorly-conceived design. It came from a book called On the Go Bags, which I thankfully got from the library. With no gusset or shaping, the finished bag wastwo-dimensional–just a front & a back sewn together. There was no depth, so it could really carry anything. I saw it coming, but I was in denial that a bag designer with a book contract would come up with such an impractical design. I used the bag exactly once, hated everything about it, & took it apart to harvest it for parts. I mean, that applique is too gorgeous to squander it on this dumpster fire!


2) striped houndstooth Lander shorts. Surprise fail! I made the full-length Lander pants out of cotton twill & my only quibble with the fit was that that the full-length was just a mite short on me extra-long legs. The houndstooth denim I used for the shorts was a lot beefier, & thus, it highlighted every single problem with the crotch draft. People love this pattern, but I will shout it from the rooftops: the crotch curve, especially in front, is straight up weird. (I have found this to be true of other True Bias patterns as well.) The front crotch hook is very straight & incredibly shallow, it doesn’t seem like it’s properly trued with the back hook, & the result is that the crotch wants to pull backward. In a shorts hem length, this meant that the entire garment was pulling backward, cutting into the fronts of my thighs & making it really uncomfortable to sit down. I have proportionally slim thighs, so this was a completely unforeseen problem for me. It was weird. I think the draft is for people with a lot more junk in the trunk than me, so the distribution of width was just all wrong. These shorts went straight into the donation bin.


3) Itch to Stitch Liana jeans. I wanted these to work! I really did! I love the variety of cuts for the leg! But these were a Chernobyl-level dsaster. The “mid-rise” was way too low for me–which is odd, given that I have a shorter-then-average torso. The drafting was a hot mess. The crotch seam wasn’t trued, like…at all. Which made construction a nightmare. The pockets were all super-tiny (even in the sample photos modeled by the designer, you can see the pockets look weirdly small on her, & she is a small person), & while I actually did like the way the cut of the lower leg looked on me, I wouldn’t classify it as “straight”. There was no salvaging these.


4) blue & black heart cut-out panties. (Yeah, that’s my butt. #dealwithit)The big fail here was that I did a super-cute butt cut-out on these panties, filled in with sheer, lightweight black tricot. Which was shredded into a wispy haunted mess the very first time they were washed. Duh. Should have seen that coming! 2018 was basically the year I threw a lit match into my lingerie drawer. I’ve made some bras in the past with sheer tricot upper cup panels & it’s never been a problem because I am careful to wash my handmade bras by hand. But a couple of them got mixed into the regular laundry this year & were absolutely destroyed, just like these panties. I’m a dummy sometimes. It doesn’t really matter if you can make your own clothes if you can’t take care of them properly, hello!

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5) beige & white Ingrid bra. (Yes, those are my boobs. Looking their absolute worst.) This was a pattern test, so I made no alterations & didn’t use pretty fabric, so maybe it’s not 100% fair to call this a fail. I feel like I have nice boobs though, & this bra makes them look like they belong to a 1000-year-old witch who lives in a tree & subsists solely on a diet of reindeer jerky & baby rabbits. I keep it around for days when I feel like I should wear a bra but really don’t want to, but…let’s be real. It’s hideous.

As long as we’re here, let’s do a quick round-up of January 2019 sewing challenges. Let me know if I missed any!

  • I’ll start with my own personal favorite. The Monthly Stitch‘s January challenge is “seasonally inappropriate”: sew something that isn’t suited to your current climate.
  • #makenine2019: long-standing annual challenge started by Rochelle of Lucky Lucille. This is an easy one. Just choose nine new-to-you patterns you hope to execute during the new year.
  • #sewtwistsandties: a fun challenge from Meg of Cookin’ & Craftin’. Sew a pattern that features some kind of twist, knot, or tie feature! This is a huge trend right now & there are dozens of patterns to choose from!
  • Pattern Review is launching two contests in January. Activewear will run from January 1-31, & the hotly-anticipated Sewing Bee opens on January 11.
  • #sewmystyle2019 is a go! January’s challenge is unusually open-ended: anything goes work-out gear. Any pattern counts, for men, women, or children! More info can be found on Maddie’s blog. She’s the coordinator this year.
  • Bra-Makers Supply is hosting the Ultimate Bra-Makers Challenge again in 2019. January’s theme is We’ve Got Your Back, focusing on creative design for the backs of your handmade lingerie pieces.
  • The Self-Sewn Wardrobe FB community is beginning its second year of monthly challenges. January will focus on Sewing Spaces, with a concurrent challenge to achieve 31 Days of Sewing! Everything counts, from planning to organizing to cutting to sewing! The goal is just to get into your sewing space & do something!
  • The 52-Week Sewing Challenge is another FB group, focused on weekly challenges. January 1-6 is Organize Your Sewing Space, January 7-13 is Sew a UFO, January 14-20 is Sew a Pattern You Own But Have Never Tried, January 21-27 is Sew Something Red, & January 28-February 3 is Sew Something with Fancy Seams.
  • The 100 Items Sewing Challenge is another FB group with even more open-ended goals. Simply sew 100 items in 2019.
  • Sewalongs & Sewing Contests in another FB group which hosts a monthly challenge. Their Capsule Quartet Challenge (create a four-piece outfit/capsule) opens on January 1.
  • Let’s Sew Fancy Pants is a month-long challenge to–wait for it–sew some pants. To be eligible for the grand prize, you must also post a video of yourself dancing in them. Might be worth it, the prize packages are pretty jaw-dropping.
  • As far as I can tell, #sew3unsewn is a gentle, year-long challenge. The goal is to simply tackle three categories of project in 2019: a pattern you’ve purchased but never used, a fabric you’ve stashed away, & a project started but never finished (UFO–unfinished object).


looking forward to sewing in 2019

Happy new year, faithful readers, assorted spambots, & random women who somehow stumbled across this blog from the BabyCenter TTC forums! 2018 is behind us, as are the smoldering ashes of the grand plans I had for this blog last year. 2018 was going to be the year that I really Doubled Down & Made An Effort. I was going to improve my photography & meticulously document each make. I was going to Provide a Resource To The Larger Sewing Community. I was going to be a Real Sewing Blogger.

Well, best-laid plans & all that. Or perhaps it’s more accurate to say that I had aspirations in lieu of plans. Last year really didn’t shake out the way I expected at all. I started the year still recovering from my broken foot, expecting to move back to Massachusetts before the year was through. I ended the year sick in bed with the flu & living in Portland, Oregon.

With the cross-country move, 2018 was a bit of a slow sewing year for me. I assiduously kept track, but only completed sixty projects this year. Maybe that sounds like a lot, but some of them were, like, a tea towel, or an element of Ramona’s Halloween costume.

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This pie chart breaks down the types of projects I sewed in 2018. Homewares was big because I made a lot of curtains for our new house in Portland. Accessories was also a surprisingly robust category. I made two bags (though one was a catastrophe–more on that in my next post), a headband, a pair of tights, two pairs of embellished fingerless gloves, swim bottoms (didn’t know how to categorize those, so I went with “accessory”), & a pair of sandals.



Th slightly less beautiful chart below shows what pattern companies I used in 2018. Go ahead & pick your jaw up off the floor, I’m not actually a magical pattern-drafting wizard. I just made a lot of things like curtains & tea towels this year, which are just hemmed rectangles. I categorized them as “self-drafted” because I didn’t use any particular pattern. I also draft my panties from scratch, but I need to tweak my basic pattern because I lost some weight this year & now all my panties are too big. You just haven’t lived until you’re walking up the street in a cute dress & you’re like, “Are my panties about to fall off?”

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My sewing-related goals in 2019 include:
1) Sew MORE! I do, after all, pay for a dedicated sewing studio. I’m moving spaces soon, still within the same warehouse, but I’m going to have a slightly larger, more private space. It’s at the end of a very quiet, private hallway, & it’s about 130 square feet! (Same as this tiny house!) The walls are all pre-framed. I went to Home Depot last week & picked up drywall to finish them properly. I’m going to paint them “Piggy Bank” pink, save for the far wall, which will stay white. I might do a quick whitewash of the concrete floor as well, just to brighten it up. The walls go up about nine feet, but then open, & the ceiling is a warehouse ceiling, so–you know. It’s like 25 feet or something. I’m thinking about doing a lattice of white Christmas lights above my space for more dedicated light, in addition to my various lamps & wall-mounted spotlights & whatnot. Jared got me some daylight bulbs for Christmas because I get kind of crazy from too much artificial light.


“Piggy Bank” pink

I’ll share some photos once this is all underway. I have all the supplies & it would have been done by now if not for this damn flu. I did get a flu shot, so I know I wasn’t nearly as sick as I would have been without it. But it did disrupt my schedule. Once the new space is ready, I’m hoping to get in at least 15 hours of studio time every week, on average.

2) Participate in challenges. I actually make a big effort to keep track of sewing challenges because I want to include them in the Monthly Stitch newsletter. I write them down, I imagine what I will make for them, sometimes I even follow through & complete a project before the deadline! & then I don’t photograph or share it. I really want to change that. I’m pretty happy just sewing for myself & I get a lot of satisfaction from the simple fact of wearing the clothes I make. But who doesn’t like those sweet social media affirmations?!


To wit, here’s my #makenine2019. Top row, L-R: Closet Case Patterns Jenny overalls, Alice & Co Intrepid Boiler Suit, Simplicity 8342 knit top. Middle row, L-R: Cloth Habit Watson bra, Laughing Crowe internal stitchdown work boots, Digital Pattern Library Belted Sweater. Bottom row, L-R: McCall’s 7682 shirtdress, Sew House Seven Nehalem pants, Butterick 6318 dress.

3) Sew the perfect make. This is a long-standing dream. I think I came really close with a few things I made in 2018, but I haven’t quite managed it yet. My definition of the “perfect make” is a completed garment that is absolutely flawless in every respect. Not only is the construction perfect, with nary a wobbly stitch or loose thread, but I also wouldn’t change a thing about the finish, substrate, or fit. This is less about perfectionism run amok than just my constant quest to keep pushing my skills forward as they naturally improve with practice. I accept that I may never achieve the perfect make, but I legitimately enjoy trying.

4) Draft my own designs. This is something else I’ve been wanting to experiment with for a while. I often have ideas for what I want to wear, but I can’t find just the right pattern to make it happen–even with hacks & alterations. For example, right now I’m dreaming of a heavyweight coccoon cardigan with a deep shawl collar & some kind of closure. I haven’t been able to find exactly the silhouette I want with just the right details. So I’m thinking about figuring out how to draft it myself. I’m thinking about setting a personal challenge to draft one design for myself each month.

The source material & the mask I made for Ramona’s Halloween costume. She wanted to dress up as her favorite vampire stuffie, Vanique.

5) Blog! & document! I absolutely failed to share most of my 2018 sewing here. I hope to change that in 2019. One of my goals for 2018 was to become more involved in the online sewing community, & that worked out better than I expected when I became a volunteer editor for the Monthly Stitch. I’m the content editor, which means that I post the monthly announcements.I’m also a moderator of the FB group & am going to be taking on the Monthly Stitch Instagram account in 2019. I also introduced the idea of having a monthly sponsor to give away sewing-related prizes to contributers, & I’ve resurrected the Monthly Stitch email newsletter (which is really good! You should subscribe!). Somehow, I survived my first Indie Pattern Month as a coordinator, which was WAY more work than you’d think! There are five of us volunteers, so I’m definitely not carrying the load alone, by any stretch of the imagination. But it still takes a lot of time & energy, & it’s time & energy that has come at the expense of my own personal blog.

newsletter-button_2019This is the button to sign up for the Monthly Stitch newsletter! It’s good! I busted my ass curating some really interesting links & compiling an exhaustive list of sewing challenges & contests!

I’m hoping to find a better balance in 2019. Part of what made the Monthly Stitch so much work in the last few months was the learning curve, but as I get more familiar & comfortable with how everything works, it gets easier. & I’ve actually learned some stuff that might actually make this blog better too! I just bought a new phone, which will make Instagram a lot easier to use. (My old phone has a glitch where it just starts cycling through apps on its own, which makes sitting down & writing a simple Instagram caption akin to capturing smoke in your bare hands.)

I did a little guest-blogging in 2018. I did a Pattern Throwdown for the Curvy Sewing Collective, I wrote about print-mixing for the Sewcialists blog, & I did something on fashion drawing for MyBodyModel. I’d love to do some more guest-blogging, if the right opportunities present themselves in 2019. But my top priorities will be my own blog & the Monthly Stitch.

What about you? What are your big sewing goals for 2019?

November sewing plans: too ambitious?

Hello, sewing friends, & others who persist in reading this blog even though it is almost 100% about sewing! Let’s talk sewing plans!

I’m setting myself a goal of completing ten projects this month. If I complete more–great! If I complete fewer–also great! But ten seems like a challenging but achievable goal given my available time & skill set.

1) black speckled French terry Hudson pants with pink trim. I actually finished these today! I saw this speckled French terry at the recently-deceased Fabric Depot when I was visiting Portland in March, before I moved here. I didn’t buy it, but I thought about it every day until I moved here. Two days after I arrived in town, I went to Fabric Depot & bought four yards. That was enough for a long-sleeved Lady Skater dress with a hood (completed last weekend) & these Hudson pants. I still have some left too. I might use it to finally try the Watson bralette. Eventually.





2) cats & roses print Swoon Nora doctor bag with black leather trim. I’ve been meaning to make this bag for literally a couple of years. I keep waffling on what fabric to use & that’s why it hasn’t happened yet. I like making bags because there’s no fitting, it’s just all about precision sewing, which I love. But I am also perhaps overly aware of the dangers of your bag clashing with your outfit. The easy solution would be to make a black bag, but…I can’t bring myself to be so boring. I think I have finally settled on this cotton/linen canvas I got from Hart’s Fabrics over the summer.

3) cats & roses print low-top sneakers. Yeah, I make shoes now! Well, I have made one pair of shoes. I should blog them, they turned out pretty great. I got this sneaker-making kit from the Chicago School of Shoemaking, & it appears that I have misplaced the included pattern, but once I find it, I’m going to make some low-top sneaks from the off-cuts of what I use for the Nora bag. Isn’t it some kind of fashion rule to match your shoes to your bag?



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More #shoemaking photos! I made my tights too. What a day. We patterned soles, designed & patterned the uppers, cut out the sole leather on this old-time crank lever cutter thing, cut our uppers from the leather of our choice, shaped our soles, fit the uppers (that was the hardest part for me, both because I have weird feet, but also because my design concept was pretty fussy), glued our soles to our heels, engineered the uppers & insole together & glued it all in place, skived the leather down, nailed the heels to the soles, glued & nailed the uppers to the sole, attached hardware, & then the teacher sanded & we beveled the insole. Oh, & embossed the insoles, just for fun. All told, it took like nine hours. & I might be forgetting some parts. But it was fun! I’d do it again. #sewcialists #memadeeveryday #imsotired

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4) black stretch corduroy Vogue 1411 pants. With the weather cooling down, I am reaching for pants more & more, especially first thing in the morning for the walk to Ramona’s bus stop. I have been wearing the stretch denim V1411 pants I made like four or five years ago A LOT. They’ve held up remarkably well considering that I made them before I fully understood that finishing your seams is actually not optional, especially on a ravel-ly fabric like denim. Probably because of all the topstitching. It’s a testament to the pattern-drafting that the project came together so well for me in my inexperience & the finished product has lasted as well as it has. I’m looking forward to having another pair in the rotation–with finished seams this time!

5) superhero pajamas for Ramona. She picked out this superhero fabric on the same Fabric Depot trip that I bought my French terry, & whipping up a pair of pajamas from my TNT pattern for her takes seriously an hour or two, start to finish. She is so patient with me.

6) black twill Pauline Alice Rosari skirt. This is a commission project for my friend Eva, who has also been remarkably patient with me. Pro-tip for anyone who commissions from me in the future: don’t tell me that there’s no deadline. Make one up. I will hate it, but I will meet it (as long as you act like it’s real & don’t tell me it’s just arbitrary).

7) speckled charcoal Sew House Seven Tabor tee. This is a new pattern for me, but it’s a knit tee, so I’m hoping that it will be pretty simple. It’s also Sew House Seven, so I am really looking forward to the construction. I’m going to make the long-sleeved curved hem version with the wide overlapped neckline, & I always enjoy the way Peggy handles those little details in her patterns. I’m really not an indie fangirl, I like to think I at least consider indies & Big 4 patterns pretty equally, but I have really enjoyed every Sew House Seven pattern I have made so far (several of which have never been blogged, even though they get worn constantly), & I’m hoping the Tabor tee will join the ranks of my TNTs! I’m less excited about the fabric. I bought it online, against my better judgment, because it’s a speckled Robert Kaufman jersey that LOOKS really cool but is kind of scratchy to wear. I used another colorway in the body of my “the future is female” baseball tee, & the difference between the rough, itchy speckled jersey & the cool, smooth blue solid drives me crazy. But the internet made me think it was charcoal with pink speckles &…I can’t resist anything pink. The actual fabric has a lot more lime green speckles, alas. So I’m really looking at this whole project as a wearable muslin, & probably more of a pajama or layering shirt than something that will get worn on its own much. But who knows! Maybe I’ll fall in love with it!

8) black Digital Pattern Library belted sweater. This pattern was just released in September, I spotted it when I was checking out new patterns for my “favorite new patterns from September” blog post, which never materialized. But if it HAD, this pattern would have been #1 with a bullet! I really don’t know how this sweater is going to work with the fabric I chose (a fairly lightweight cotton sweatshirting) or my body type (busty & thick through the waist), but I just HAVE to try it. I’m too obsessed to skip it.


9) pink taffeta Cashmerette Chilton trench coat. Whaaaaat. PINK TAFFETA? I know. Cashmerette was one of the sponsors I lined up for Indie Pattern Month on the Monthly Stitch, & I got to interview Jenny about this pattern for her Sponsor Spotlight piece. I have never in my life had the slightest desire to make, or even wear, a trench coat. So I went into the interview piece fairly dispassionate, recognizing the value of such a pattern for a significant portion of the home sewing world that has desired a utilitarian pattern like this that doesn’t skimp on any of the classic details or finishes. But then Jenny sent along some photos from her testers, & people had used some interesting fabrics. Not just boring ol’ camel or navy…possibly my two least favorite colors in the entire world. I started wondering how it would look in a large-scale floral or pink…& THEN IT HIT ME. You know who wore a trench coat in a very unusual color & looked damn good doing so? PRINCE, MOTHERFUCKERS. His classic “Purple Rain” purple trench! What if I re-interpreted that coat, but in pink, as that is MY signature color? I hit the Mill End store during their customer appreciation sale & just let my instincts lead me to this hot pink tafetta. I haven’t started cutting out the pattern yet, so I’m not sure what alterations I will make to make it more Prince. I might lengthen it & widen the lapels some. I will DEFINITELY be adding some pyramid stud detailing on one shoulder! But I also intend to make it an actual usable coat for Portland weather. Tafetta actually isn’t a bad choice for water-resistance, & if I underline it with flannel, it could be reasonable cozy.

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(PS–Did this photo get you pregnant? Because I think it got me pregnant. Which is especially impressive, given that I no longer possess a uterus.)

10) yellow cable knit cardigan. This is a bit of a wild card because I don’t have the fabric yet. I ordered it, it’s in the mail, but not having touched or handled it, I’m not sure what the weight or drape is going to be like, & that’s going to be the deciding factor in what it becomes. I was just so thrilled to find real cable knit fabric for sale, & in a bright sunshine yellow to boot (one of my top four colors to wear, the others being black, gray, & pink), & 50% off on top of everything else?! I had to give it a chance. I initially thought I would use it to make a waist-length Muse Patterns Jenna cardigan, but the button bands on that pattern can be challenging if the fabric is too bulky. Then I started thinking about a closure-less circle cardigan, but…I kind of hate wearing a layer that doesn’t have some kind of closure. Now I’m thinking about a circle-style cardigan with a closure & a turn-back lapel/neckband…with some kind of hand detail. I don’t know if I want to embroider, bead, stone, or felt…It will ultimately depend on the fabric & the garment design & structure. If you have a pattern recommendation for me, I am all ears!

Just for fun, let’s look at the color/fabric palette I’m looking to sew for myself this month:




Only one real print for myself this month! Crazy!

As long as we’re here, let’s do a quick round-up of various theme months & challenges happening in the sewing community this month.

So we’ll see what all I get to this month, & how I feel about announcing all of these plans that may or may not ever see the light of the day…But hopefully ALL of them will & they will all be dutifully blogged here. What do you think? Am I being too ambitious? Not ambitious enough? Do you make sewing plans, & how is your follow-through?

achievement unlocked: Vogue 9112 dress

Hey, look at me, being all alive & stuff! I kind of fell off the face of the Earth for a while. Ramona started kindergarten at the end of August & it was a far more challenging transition than I anticipated. There’s been a lot of bullying & some issues with school administration. I don’t really want to go into all the details in a public-ish forum like this, but suffice to say, taking care of Ramona has being eating up a lot of my physical & emotional energy recently. Obviously I have hours everyday when she is at school (like right now!), but it hasn’t been the blissful, productive idyll for which I’d hoped. Oh well.


Ramona on her first day of school!

Accordingly, I didn’t get a ton of sewing done in September. In fact, I had a good solid ten days when I was having some kind of weird anxiety attack & was too freaked out to even go to the studio at all. I didn’t do nothing. I got a lot of cross stitching done during that time. But the cross stitch projects I do are so complex, I’d only be updating this blog like twice a year if that’s all I ever wrote about here. …Wait a minute…I kind of only update here twice a year anyway…

I made some curtains for the house, but I think the only other sewing project I actually finished in September was a dress commission for my friend Alex. She was going to be in a wedding party & needed a black dress, but she was having trouble finding something off the rack that fit properly, both physically & aesthetically. So I offered my services.

Alex sent me a bunch of different images of the style she was after–kind of a lagenlook thing. She definitely wanted a drape-y cowl situation, but she also wanted a relatively fitted bodice, & an above-the-knee skirt length, since she is pretty short. This is the kind of challenge I really enjoy. It’s why I took up sewing in the first place, really. Because so often, there is a mismatch between what a person wants to wear & what is available for them to buy in ready-to-wear. Alex is a small person who wants to wear witchy, asymmetrical layers, but she doesn’t want to look like a walking laundry pile. That means these layers & proportions need to be scaled properly for her. Fun!

Based on what she showed me, I gave her an assortment of pattern options. She chose Vogue 9112, a Marcy Tilton design. She liked the interesting collar, the draping, & the sleevelessness. It’s a really interesting pattern. It’s seventeen different pieces, with only the pocket bags & armscye bindings being the same as any others. It’s mostly extremely convex curves being sewn to very concave curves, with some gathering on a few pieces & a bit of pleating on the collar.


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We went on a field trip to the Mill End store to choose fabric. Alex settled on a black wool suiting with subtle shimmery silve pinstripes. I wasn’t thrilled, because I’m allergic to wool & I knew my hands were going to be an itchy mess the whole time I worked on the dress. But it was an excellent fabric choice for the occasion & it worked really well with the design.

I took great care to cut accurately & on-grain, & carefully marked each pattern piece. My precision in prep combined with the excellent drafting made the whole thing a joy to sew.It could have been an absolute nightmare, but careful staystitching & plenty of experience sewing curves (thanks to all the bramaking I do) helped me construct everything without a single pucker & without having to rip out any seams. The fabric ravelled like crazy, & even with steam, it didn’t hold a press very well. I briefly considered topstitching the seamlines to flatten them out more easily, but I was making the dress for a wedding & topstitching has a casual vibe, in my eyes. So I just used lots & lots & lots of steam & exercised a lot more patience than I probably would have had I been making the dress for myself, & I got there in the end.

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We did have to make quite a few adjustments to achieve the fit Alex was after. She wanted something that was relatively fitted in the bodice, so she wouldn’t look like she’d just wrapped a bolt of fabric around herself & called it a dress. Based on her measurements, I cut a straight medium, but we wound up taking the side seams in about 3″ on either side (grading from nothing at the armscye to the full 3″ just above the pockets). We made even more alterations to the back seam, which is thanfully a straight seam running from neck to hem. We took in the neckline 1.5″ & then curved the seam to take in a full 8″ at the waistline, grading back to nothing at the hem. I was worried that this was going to radically effect the grainline, & thus, the drape, but to my surprise, we had no problems. I did re-cut the collar the match the new neckline circumfrence. I originally seamed the back of the collar to take out the excess, but I hated how the seamline looked. Starting the collar from scratch also gave me a chance to miter the hem instead of just folding & stitching, which made for a more professional finish.

We didn’t adjust the length at all. The dress hits mid-thigh on the models on the pattern envelope. Alex is only 5 feet tall, & the dress hit her just above the knee, which was exactly what she wanted.


finished dress, hanging up in my studio

I am pretty thrilled with how well it all came together. I think the fit is spot-on, & I’m really proud of my sewing. The only thing I’d change is maybe hand-stitching the arm & neck facings & the hem. I followed the pattern directions & topstitched, but since none of the other seamlines are topstitched, I think the dress would look more elegant if it was hand-finished. I also think the topstitching at the neckline & arms is too far out from seams. I mean, I did it as the pattern instructed, but it’s like 3/8″ away from the seams & it just looks clumsy to me. I prefer to be about 1/8″ out.

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Hopefully I will get more sewing done in October. In fact, I have already finished a couple of projects! More to come!